i wanna i wanna i wanna i wanna.

So I was browsing through my favourite KFashion blog today, and I found this.

Don't you just want the H & M Mickey and Minnie sweater? And I want those jeans. I really do.
layleng is jjang!

high school was fun.

2006.

2008.

With an addition of two extra people.

We survived high school - together.
Reminiscing.

hey there freaks.

glomps.
It's rare to see such a sight.

I still don't get it why all the bitches get fanclubs. I'm going to Jogjakarta on the 16th :D Borobudur mari!

12th December 2009 - Prom shopping. Kambing golek session.
13th December 2009 - FACON Education Fair
15th December 2009 - The Curve.
16th - 20th December 2009 - Jogjakarta, Indonesia.
22nd December 2009 - Highschool Prom.

Anyone wants to yumcha with me?

i feel small.

GAP Tall.

And I'm only 5''.

Rifki at 1 week old.
Look at how he's changed.

Add Maths was horrible. That was the first word I said after finishing Paper 2. I totally screwed Section C up, cause I didn't have much time to work on it. Most people say Section B was harder than Section C, but I think otherwise. I didn't have much time and most prolly I scored like... 5/20 marks?

So I had tuition from 0 till 6.30 today. God knows how tired I am. We had a lot of fun, us tuition mates. Ate seaweed together, joked around, studied, had some berbonding time, Pocky eating, and well... bullying the teacher. One of my 'Definitely to be Missed moments in 2009'. Will they have tuition classes in college? D':

For $59.50,
anyone?
Cause I want this!

"history - is history"

My hair - in the olden days.

Three subjects; two days are gone - and God knows how relieved I felt. Screw Bahasa Melayu for giving me some KOMSAS crap, but I'm done baby! It was one of the rare days that I didn't have much time for BM. The examiner (an annoying one, too) was babbling into the mic, telling us that we have only 15 minutes to complete the paper, and I'm not even halfway through Section D (which was the novel part). So I got panicked and cried. Yeah, no one knew that, huh? But yesterday was one of the stressful days. I was never good in History, moreover, hated it with ignited passion. I was expecting shitty questions to come out, but nevertheless, the questions from the Adabi book and also courtesy of Mr. Shivaram were the ones printed on the official exam paper. I love Mr. Shiva :'D

and oh, say goodbye to my 3 format marks for English. I'm sorry Pn. Su.

You can't even hold a baby right.

all in life was never fair - betul atau tidak?

graduated okay.
with not so flying colours la.

SPM is in a matter of hours and I'm sitting right in front of the computer screen. Because I slept for a solid two hours right before my Sejarah LMR session. People might think I'm whacked. But of well. To be exact, I am not done with fricking Sejarah and BM. But I hate my books to pieces.

This is it. The final battle in my 10 years of highschool. Quoting from my mother;

this is the most important stage of your life although you're not even two decades old. Forget the rest, this is it.

Yeah, that woman knows how to make me feel as though a thousand butterflies inhibit my stomach or something. After those 10 bittersweet years going to school with those tremendously heavy bags, it seemed like a cherishable memory. I would never be able to turn back time and go through it again - although it might seem the best thing to do. I will miss my naggy teachers, those caning sessions I had in Std. 1, those premature bitches (names shall not be included) I've met in primary school, the awesome Sri Petaling canteen food, and well, hitting puberty. I could still remember vainly in the back of my head the four of us, back then when we were 11. Like really, I miss those moments. And in Form 1 when everything became new, and I had problems adjusting with the atmosphere with a new Sri Amanian society. Everything just blends in and becomes experience, a priceless thing that I'm definitely sure I'll value.

But anyhow,
let's do this :)

I wanna kidnap this fatso after SPM.
Rifki Mikhail Pradan;
est. 180709.

hey mister!

Why am I losing the desire to blog, you tell me? Ahaha, for the sake of an update, here I am.

Raya for me was very... ordinary. It's meaningless; like there's no motive of going back to my hometown in Muar. Same old, same old. I met the same old cousins I see every month and well, we just don't look forward to meet each other anymore.

What has the world become?

Damn you Omegle monkeys; Asians rule.

Stranger: hi
You: hi
You: where u from?
Stranger: us
Stranger: you?
You: oh. im from asia :)

Your conversational partner has disconnected.

cha-cha-ro-ah;

The trials make me feel even more depressed than I'm supposed to be, you know? I am failing. miserably in life. You feel me? And as days pass, I seem to lose contact with everyone, I don't know the occurings between them, and they never seem to care anyways. What's life without occurings? Lifeless, that is. When you feel depressed and taken aback deep down, you gotta just pretend everything's okay and hide it away from everyone else, you know? I'm so glad I'm able to portray that trait really well. Why tell them your problems when they just don't care at the end of the day? And no matter how many friends you have in this world, your best friend will only be that one and only person. True, I love you really much, Person. Thank you OCBC for making my past week liveable.

Adios people! Selamat Hari Raya, maaf zahir batin :D Dari hujung rambut ke hujung kaki, harap kesalahanku sesama umat manusia dapat diampunkan. Amin.

It's Amber Liu's birthday today; says the girl.

Izi, I dah update dah -_-

a little advertisement.

Verde; green.
As referred to the languages of Spanish, Portuguese and Italian.

Finally, my 14 year old brother decided to make himself useful.
So guys, support their pubescent dreams and vision;
click.

hello?

Adrian called last night! It's about time. When I'm bored and lonely, another bored and lonely soul decided to join and well, entertain ourselves.

Adrian: I bought your birthday present that day.
Amira: Oh really? Thank you (:
Adrian: But the problem is, that thing got stolen. Stupid fools.
Amira: Aww really? Sad for you. What did you buy?
Adrian: Heck am I going to tell you!
Amira: Since I'm not getting it anyways, might as well you tell me.
Adrian: Nah, just brush it off. But I never knew local thugs love Hello Kitty.
Amira: HAH!

So, Adrian bought me some Indonesian junk and again, he won't tell me what. What a great boyfriend you are -_-

I have been reading juniors' blogs lately. Why oh why am I becoming lamer by the second? Yes, reading each and every single post of your juniors' does seem to make you sound lame and lifeless. Deal with it.

If I'm a guy or just happen not to be straight anymore, I would fall for you.